I will. I know I will. I am committed to it. I have displayed and demonstrated my commitment time and time again. And I have been consistent with it too. I know. You know. Yes, but I know. It’s there. I’ve made mistakes before, but I know it’s fine. Mistakes happen. Everything is fine. All is well. I recognize that at this very moment I am in a bit of a space right now and I don’t know what to call it. I am not sure that I fully understand it. I just found this website. It has something unique to offer and I’m trying to clear it up and get over it by using what the site’s content is offering. I notice that my issue keeps coming up inside, but it’s almost like they’re now saying on their own web-page that, “it’s like a forest that has no trees.” Like, a what? Wait. What is going on? I am feeling confused again. Who wrote this? How is it possible for there to be a forest without any trees in it? Why would anyone come up and state that? Yeah. That’s what I’m saying. It much rather sounds like “looping” if you’d ask me. Here, I’ll turn you on “speaker,” as I am having trouble hearing you and I have to make the bed. “What is “looping?” Who does that? Who says that? I don’t know. I don’t know anything do I? I’m just reading what they wrote here on the page. They’re writing it out while I am saying these words verbatim; exactly as they’ve been written in this article. It’s almost like they know exactly what I’m going to say next. Is that even possible? Well, what is “looping” then? Go back. “Looping” is a marketing technique people throw out at their potential customers in order to disrupt their normal cognitive behaviors so that they get confused and wander into their store to find out more. Ok. Got it. Learn something new, right? Yeah, but why would they want to do that to us? Or anyone? It’s just a page. I don’t know, I’m not them. I would say probably to get to some place where they can start explaining themselves about what a “forest without some trees” looks like…How about writing, “just a clearing.” Eh? That’s simple enough, right? It was just a clearing we are staring at. In the middle of a field. In upstate New York, or something…I don’t know. I don’t get what they’re talking about. But I guess I’m not expected to either for it to allegedly work, right? This stuff really works, you think? Yeah? I’ve found it somewhat useful. I mean, it’s not the most elaborate usage of my time or anything, but it’s free, ane we’re here. I’m sure it’s been done before by someone else. Just be careful. OK? I’m sure they’re plugging in terms, or phrases, or something that they can use to control they way you think, or say, or do, or something so you buy all their products and services, or something…So, just be careful, got it? I got it. Yeah, but I can barely follow along with what they’re even saying. It’s just some alternative dialogue originating from nowhere it seems. I could just read a play or a book or something. Yeah, but be careful. There’s no punctuation. There is hardly any proper punctuation use at all. What does that matter?: I don’t care. If the sentence is somewhat legible and makes even a litlte bit of sense, I’m sure I will get it. Right. But who’s talking when, you know? How do they know when it’s me talking and not you? Like, that doesn’t make any sense to me at all. Because it’s obvious. Don’t you think? I mean, I’m me. I speak diligently. Directly. Clearly and intuitively. I know when it’s me. I am abundantly clear on that. Yeah, but it’s just a story. It’s like they’re doing a walk-through with us or something somehow. It is like a journey of discovery through self. Pretty idealistic, if you ask me. Is it really going to provide me with abundance? I don’t know. It doesn’t say that it will. I guess it’s just using us, huh? Yeah. They’re using us to read through it, waste our time, like they’re judging us or something. Aren’t I perfect though already? Yeah. Yes. Of course you are. I’m perfect too, right? Of course. Am I not? Yes. Yes. I’m saying yes! Just the way I am? YES! I don’t need any fixing. PERFECT. Everything is all good for me right now. Yes. I don’t need a forest without any trees. Ha! My forest has too many trees in it already! They couldn’t figure that part out about us though, could they? I don’t think that was the point. They can’t understand who we are; or judge us; I think they wrote this article to see whether or not we could articulate ourselves through the linguistic nature of their creativity and make the decision about being abundant as human beings for ourselves. Yeah. I’m good with that. That’s cool. Are you? Yes. Yes, I am. Are you? Yes! I really am, actually. I’m clear on it too now. Heck with abundance! Ha. Abundance is already all around me. I know it. Look! Look with my own eyes! I can see it! It’s EVERYWHERE! Yes. I agree. I think you found it for yourself too. Good job. Great work. Go team! Ha. Pep talk was fun. This was a good meeting for us though. Thank you. My cup is full. Yours good?
The Arrival***
I am gifted and I am grateful for being here. Existence, eh? Wow. What an illustrious journey! What an interesting ride this can be…I have made it to this place thus far and it is quite interesting. Not exactly as I had planned, but it’s an experience. This time-space continuum we call, “life” is a complex, ornate, and sensitive gift. Yet it is so simple to exist within this life as a human being, at the “top of the food-chain,” as they say, eh? And as a human being, how am I “being?” Just what is the very nature of my emotion right now? At this perfect moment? Where in my body is it arising from? Can I “catch” it? I wonder…Can I make it my own? Meaning, can I absorb it into my essence and become one with it? What? What is going on here? Have I lost sight of my own self? I know I am feeling something, but do I really even want to get into it? What is the point!? All I am concerned with at this very moment is that I can exist. And existence means a lot to me! and I have a job to do, and I am going to do it well! What is this article even talking about? They want what? For me to “focus on my breath?” Right now? I have problems I am dealing with. And sure. I get it: we all do. Everyone’s got problems, what good does it do for me to talk about my problems anyway? In hopes that by sharing them with another person so that then they will be able to tell me their problems? Or, worse, maybe even try to solve them for me? They don’t know who I am, or what my intention is here! That’s not even fair. Do they have any real understanding for who it is I am and what it is I stand for; am committed towards; or what I intend to accomplish in this lifetime? No. Huh?…OK, then: Back to breathing I guess. This is fun. Focused breath work. Really? Stop. Just stop. This article is worthless. They want my breath to come in and out like it usually does? eh? Just an altered level of appreciation and relization that my body is doing all the work all on its own—all by itself, and I am completely capable and deserving of it. Great work, body! Ha. You did it for me! On your own. But this? Ha. If only life were THIS easy! HA! What an incredible existence it would be, right?! Where all I have to do is BREATHE! One. Two—IN. OUT. Oh goodness! I am realizing that I have gotten pretty good at this. Let my problems be there. They still exist. They’re still out there. I get that. Everyone knows that. I’m not avoiding them, but there is nothing I can do right at this very instant. I am doing this. I am actually enjoying this. They aren’t doing anything. I’M the oen breathing. This is ALL ME! I thoink I am really getting into the groove of this good feeling of health and well-being that is beginning to happen all throughout my body. Just by breathing. Just focusing on the in’s and the outs. The natural processes of my own body. Wow. It’s almost as if my body is healing itself. I’m in this good place right now. I have loosened up. My breath is a powerful tool for me and I get that. I can really improve my future this way. Wow. So simple. I am ready for the next one! Bring it! HEY! I’M Ready for the next one. And ready for the next one. Simple. Light. Easy. Pure. Rambunctious. Bountiful. Beautiful. Courageous. Bravehearted. Warm. Kind. Compassionate. Freedom from concern. I love it. I love it. I love it! Welcome life! i have arrived.