And it was so simple! So plainly simple to construct for myself as being the solution to ending my suffering within this lifetime without having regret or remorse, guilt or shame along in my journey for having wasted so much time attempting to figure it all out. The general life-pursuit for me had been geared around the idea of—do this/complete this/add this so that…you can have this/do this/be this, etc., but all to induce the optimal level of lasting pleasure throughout this lifetime.  It was easy for me to interpret (from an outsider’s perspective) that I wasn’t a multi-billionaire; or, that I didn’t drive the fanciest car; have the prettiest wife; a house and children to roam around in the front yard…obvious—to any outsider, and to me—so long as I chose authenticity as my base for existence—but easy to conceptualize, material-physical, generally pleasurable, fulfilling, satisfying outcomes.  Feeling a sense of non-material related relief: that was what life was all about, right? Extended amounts of happiness? Joy? Peace of mind? Bliss?

But then? What was it that was preventing me from experiencing those things on a lasting-hereafter basis? What was it that I could do to get more of the be? Well? I stopped and thought about it some more and came up with the idea that everything had to do with stimulation: that I, as a human being, craved massive levels of stimulation and whether poised on an internal (thoughts, feelings, etc.), or external (physical-material) capacity. 

The greatest level of pleasurable stimulation was coming from the most basic component in all of my awareness and a place I never imagined it being simplified down to and that was through information.  

This information is everywhere and in every thing. Information creates the separateness and distinctions that rule over our lives.  The barriers and confines of which an individual is capable of identifying and discerning their identities of limitations and restrictions.  The secret  to becoming or possessing whatever an individual desires is housed within the borders of information.

So? In reading this article have you asked yourself the question yet of, “What do I know?” Knowing a lot of information can make life a lot easier for a person—especially when it is concentrated information (briefly consider the for instance of the rays of the sun under a magnifying glass in the proper orientation whereby the focus results in more extreme temperatures), but likewise? If an individual knows too much it might be disastrous to the person (consider the scenario of the spy who holds all of the concealed secrets in a far off country and getting caught; or? (The doctor who knows too much information about the human body that over-worrying results and causes consistent cortisol release and results in negative any number of negative outcomes). 

The alternative—of not enough information—could result in disaster as welll like not knowing how to drive a car but being behind the wheel and on the road in a moving vehicle anyway, or? Any number of scenarios to configure and mess around with I’m sure. So basically? Which level of knowledge is better? What is the right balance?

Many higher-level academia’s will profess to the former scenario as having a much greater likelihood for experiencing a fulfilling existence, but really then? What am I doing here? What is  this existence all about?! What is the point?!

Well? For starters, what is life to these people, I assure you, is separate and distinct from the identifiable understanding of what existence is about for another individual—we are all unique!  For the most part, we all yearn to stay alive, and feel good—but we all characterize pleasure in different capacities.  Yay. Basic. Coming back to a third-grade level of existence. And, I would hypothesize, that our characterizations of pleasure are correspondent with our abilities of physical, sensory-motor data-sourcing.  Human beings are data-sourcing (information) processing units, discovering unique methods for interpreting pleasure while existing as a “living,” light-frequency.

So, what is the point of existing then? If you asked me that I would argue something along the lines of fulfilling upon, or at least attempting to fulfill upon one’s fullest human-potential. Meaning? If you can imagine it? It’s worthwhile to explore—but it will take the necessary information, and it will require some time to explore and experience. For instance? Most people will never attempt to fly because they understand the impact and significance of the law pot gravity; and I would offer—better, or, even more so, than their understanding of flying/levitating (not really the same, but consider the outcome of the operation either way).

In closing, become conscientious of the information that you, as a human being, are gathering and acquiring on a moment-by-moment level.  Awareness is the first ‘camp” along the climb of becoming a co-creator, or, in possessing the Creator-Driven-Mindset (CDM), individuation and ascension process. The point may very-well be to face all-odds, or to relax and enjoy the journey, but I would not ever be able to certify any of those individualized conclusions—not even my own.  In the meantime? Which is right now. Get present with each moment, give thanks and appreciate whatever, or whoever may have set you up on this. Ultimately? And I believe, the choice to exist is not up to you, but how you react and respond is—with thoughts being considered as “actions” in my book. Like The Beatles wrote once, “Let It Be” and let it be. Release. Relief. Have peace. Take joy. Thank you for your time.

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-Hart